Do you have a passion?

What's your passion? I dont know mine. Or maybe my heart died in 2008. I had a very exciting life with great experiences. I had clear directions when I was 16 years old. I know what I want, went to do my dip in mass comm. Went to 933 as an intern, ufm as a host, mediacorp to do sales and promos, artiste management, concerts, and marketing at stb. These are the best times in my life. Now I'm so lost. I really dunno what I want in life. Having mid-life crisis now. Totally hate it. And I'm only 30. Maybe I should wait for Phoebe to start Primary 1, and see how's the school work. If its too much to handle, then I will decide to give up work, be a part-time Starbucks barista and a part-time taitai.